Clueless...

Sunday, May 3, 2009


I want to go back...i dont know where.
Where do i want to go...go back...where???

May be home...may be India...may be back to a single's life...may be. Watched a movie today, "The Holiday". Fantabulous acting by Cameron Diaz and Kate Winslet and the Irish gentleman (not sure what his name is). Well, once again i realized that i am crazy about irish guys. Ya, i sort of like them...no wait...adore them...not exactly...love them...ooo...hot...oops...i mean good looking or handsome may be. Whatever, you got it, didnt you ;) Its a good movie except for the fact that they weep the entire time coz they are singles. Well...it isnt that bad.

You get to be yourself...do stuff...sometimes...or most of the times do nothing. Not cook...not worry...eat noodles...watch TV, doenst matter how long...surf...date...sleep....whatever man!!! I feel like living boundless again. I want to be careless...i dont want to track myself or anyone else. I feel the urge to mess up a little, may be myself, may be my house...no hold on. I dont want a house...a mortgage neither. A studio apartment would work...which can give me enough room for my twin bed, TV & a small kitchen...and yes, a bean bag to lie on for hoursssss.

Every weekend is different for me...week doesnt matter much coz then i dont have enough time to think about such random stuff. Last one was full of dresses... this one was about watching a shakespear's play, attending a DJ/bhangra night where DJ Rekha was one of the attractions it seems. Apparently, we, i mean my husband was expecting her to be a babe and she wansnt...pretty famous though and i absolutely dont know why. She was no good than a regular DJ. You know what...DJ parties are no more fun for me. Why? Oh god...i have no clue what i am writing...

I am out of my mind...weird...tired...and yes...married!!!!

7 comments:

Prashanti :) said...

hmm.... trust you to lure me with all the good old single days :(


PS: Still drooling over thoughts of the Irish guy in Holiday :)

abhijit said...

hmmmm!!!!

I just got excited reading first few words!!!!

"I want to go back...i dont know where.
Where do i want to go...go back...where???

May be home...may be India"....

;)

chetana said...

hi,
this look of you is always different, but why?
with our each thought, i am with you.

Archana Gawde said...
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Archana Gawde said...

the urge to be single I bet is common amongst every married girl. not that married life is not sweet...but still...

I am still new to this changed status from single to committed. i havent reached a point to go back....but seems it happens.

I was happy being single....so am i now..i cant choose right now :(

Asmit said...

u talking abt d guy who hits it wid diaz rit?
he's Jude Law. helluva actor. recommending his 'Closer' and 'Road To Perdition'. Also 'Gattaca' - not a great film but he's acted real well...

Going back? Wish they had space for that while designing the institution of marriage(which is why i dread the fact). but u have to make a choice, take a stand! u made it, u took one... stay der...doesnt take much to get back into ur real-time mode though fantasies will remain so, forever.

Isshhhhhh said...

Single vs Married...
Both have their charms and both have their flaws...
and trust me , the grass is always greener on the other side.
when ur single,all u want is a partner to spend all ur time with, n now that u have one all you want is time for urself...